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Tuesday, May 31, 2011 || 4:40 AM

One day I'll. see you again
We'll run all those rivers my friend
I just want to say this to you
"I love all the things that you do"Waiting for forever ,
There's a world in your eyes
I can see it getting brighterAll the hours that we turned into days
We were young seemed like life would go on last foreverAll I had was you by my side
I will dream, I will pray - you'll be mine again
Here I am and here I stand
But I love you just the same
nothing going on in my life now.
same bitches.
same drama.
something new please?
or haven't i learn?
Re-livin the past here~
Did nothing today besides watching some movies.
i know i need to do art.
but oh you know, lazy me! tsk
i am not proud of myself.
its tmr.
Sunday, May 29, 2011 || 6:06 AM
oh dear lord, tmr is my mt chinese o levels.
oh boohoo! )':
i not quite ready and i think im overloaded with stress that i just turn off it.
(oh yeh, turn off like a vamp )
teared a little in the car today, cause i didnt know what to do.
to study for my chinese or to go to church .
Prayed, and i chose to study.
Thank you for comforting me Lord . (:
hope i can score well for my chinese, to bring glory to your name.
& thanks wifey for being there for me and your notes.
very helpful yesyes !
doomsday coming
Friday, May 27, 2011 || 8:19 AM
SO , CHINESE O LEVEL IN 2 DAYS .
oh die die die, shall chiong it for the next 2 days.
finally used comp. haa, gave up.
like there's some drama here and there in my life now.
nothing much to type now .
met qians and jes today, found out REAL fairy tales. wow !
HBD & HAPPYANN .
Sunday, May 22, 2011 || 6:12 AM
spend the day with qians,
watched movies (:
Happy 22nd Birthday Sis.
Happy Ann Wifey .
but it wasn't a very happy day.
bladder .
Friday, May 20, 2011 || 4:36 AM
i swear, something's wrong with my bladder.
i just went into the toilet 5 mins ago and now i feel the need to go again.
-brbs-
okay now. i know all my results for prelim 1 .
yeeeeah =_=" the only subject i pass is Art .
i thought that i'll at least pass my comb hum or science .
BUT NOOOOOOO ! ONLY ART. DAMN IT.
forget it :/ this is why i hate to study .
(last min study anyway .)
So, today went for that intensive chinese thing.
ACTUALLY LEARNED SOMETHING. (:
Charlotte is happy . keke ^^
so ima chiong 9 days (hopefully) for chinese olevels.
all the best, yesyes.
turn the clock to zero
-backspace-
Tuesday, May 17, 2011 || 10:55 PM
the feeling of not feeling wanted.
Well i got nothing much to say.
im broke broke broke .
move to the left, move to the right
Thursday, May 12, 2011 || 7:38 AM
yup, spend the day away.
watch the clock ticking away.
Today, woke up at 9am.
watched hellcats. finish season 1 in 2 days. i am awesome.
watched mean girls 2.
watched beastly.
didnt study.
bet im going to get nagged at
whatever, life is messed up.
Family is messed up.
used to the drama, love the drama.
my drug
Sunday, May 8, 2011 || 8:37 PM
plans i won't follow. but, i'll make them anyway.
- Study bio. (MUST)
- Draw some pictures.
- study geo?
today only sis isint at home. feels like a weekend to me.
i dont like it.
i want to be alone at home.
thats the only way i can study. damn it -.-"
still have noseblock and dry throat.
my life is pathetic.
nepenthe is a medicine for sorrow,
literally an anti-depressant –
a "drug of forgetfulness"
You know I told you boy
You’re always on my mind
You know that I’m crazy about you
I need you right by my side
You’re the only boy in my life
Psych!
Nepenthe is working.
Friday, May 6, 2011 || 6:46 AM
got nothing much to tell the world.
what i did today;
Had s.s & chem test today.
s.s was okay~ but oh gawd, chem.
such a killer! so i pretty much slept thru out the whole paper. (:
Bet wifey is gonna kill me for that x:
Came home after that, watched ANTM & TVD.
hope damon doesnt dies .
He wont! he's like the main anyway .
well, thats all in my life.
no drama, no nothing.
life is boring !
need more wifey time in my life.
urgggggggggggghhhhhhhh~
Maybe, i should have a little inside drama with myself.
Lol, how retarded will that be.