“life will be better in spring”
my tag box is like SOOOOO deadd .
Wednesday, September 30, 2009 || 4:10 AM
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes .
I made my mistakes .
The night goes on
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life .
As Im fading away
Im sick of this life .
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studied todayy , with wifey (:
ohgosh , im feeling so dam tired .
SHOUTOUT ! :D
people , after visting my blog , please tagg .
my tagbox is like sooo dead la .
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allrights , tmr is th english paper .
stay relax ! (:
im listening to naruto songs now . and i dont know why .
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I WANT TO WATCH FAME .
stupid desmond , keep saying
then i went to find th trailer .
"like omg ! SI BEI NICE"
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i love paper roses , not real red roses .
idontkno why .
its just damm nice to kno that someone will fold for you .
awwwes ? xP
and dont ask me to fold for you .
i dont kno how .
and no one want to teach me !
UGHS , how evil is th world ?
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hms , today damm mooody when i came to school .
Wifey always BRIGHTTEN UP MY DAY ! :D
im soo gonna miss her when she grads . ):
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hms , i find peiwen dam cute la ! :D
lools , she smiled at me today . and i didn kno it was her !
Lools . i must be so dam sleepy after mr.koh's teaching , thanks for th chip ! :D
muhahaha , i took it . xDxD
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Brother , dont emo alrights ? (:
cutting is bad for th skin la .
see la , cut then so ugly ! pain and itchy .
tsk .
me love paper-ROSES .
Designer skyline
Tuesday, September 29, 2009 || 1:42 AM
the gifted architect
making a draft and beautiful design
options and possibilities .
Reworking the math and measurements
Until I'm convinced these plans are picturesque
Like mountains in the Midwest
Reaction creates the columns dark
structures begin to take their shape
Before I've designed the public monorail .
The lake and the beach where several rivers meet
Compounded from the spreadsheet .
A city sparkles in the night
How can it glow so bright?
The neighborhoods surround the soft florescent light
Abstract and still well-read .
I MISS YOU DEAR COMP ! :D
after sooooooooo long , yay i can touch th comp .
hoohoos (:(:
didn go for chinese class today .
didn feel like going .
today not in th studing mood .
& thurs is exam ler .
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i need to re-do my art .
well , just touchuptouchup .
saw some of th seniors work .
and mine is like ..
crapp . tsk la .
OHWELL ! me needs to work harder ! :D
im taking wifey's +ve energy ! :D
JYJY ! :D
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i wont think of bad , -ve things .
nopenope . their just a waste of time .
muwuhahha , desmond's dumb picture !
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OMFG , today 5periods of english !
OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG . horrrriiibbaaaalllleee .
LATER , we watched some zit video .
fucking EW LA .
watch if you dareee .
EWEWEW ! : its like a ice-cream machine !
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VNOxn-paCHs
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listening to owl city songs (:
loving it . yes (:
i just cant say "NO" .
Rainbow Veins
Saturday, September 26, 2009 || 5:16 AM
Bright eyes and subtle variations of blue
Everywhere is balanced there like a rainbow above you
For heavens sake, keep me awake so I wont be caught off guard
Dear pacific day, wont you take me away?
Small town hearts of the New Year
Brought down by gravity, crystal clear
Make haste, I feel your heartbeat
The silver sound is all around and the colors fall like snow
The feeling of letting go, I guess well never know .
Cheer up and dry your damp eyes and tell me when it rains
And Ill blend up that rainbow above you and shoot it through your veins.
That wed grow up sooner or later cuz we wasted all our free time alone
Somewhere there is a happy affair,
a ghost of a good mood
Wide eyed,
panic on the getaway
We were the crashing whitecaps
On the ocean
And what lovely seaside holiday
My emotion
Struck a sparkling tone like a xylophone .
As we spent the day aloneCuz your heart has a lack of color and we should've known .
woke up at 630 today .
went to malaysia for dad's father's brother th family wedding .
ya , i dont even kno them .
ohwell . got angpao . 20 in ringgit . D:
bought LOTSA chocolattes ! :D
sian , netnet should go mans .
i kept sleeping in th car .
and i think i got carsick .
yuckyuck .
reached sg , people spaming me .
such asses . x)
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anyone knos a good site to download themes ? (:
MY TAGGBOX IS FREAKKKING DEAD . piffft !
sometimes i put up walls,
not to keep people out ,
but to see who cares enough to break them down
# NEWSNEWS .
Friday, September 25, 2009 || 6:24 AM
Like , omfg,zomg . wth wtf ?!
MY WISH CAME TRUE ! :D
IN LIKE ONE DAYYYYY .
YAYS . IM SUPER HYPER NOW .
NOT SUGAR RUSHH .
OHNONO .
WHAT TO KNO WHAT I GOT ?
YA ?
TOOOOOOOOOO BADDD . IM SO NOT TELLING YOU ! :D
MUHAHHAAHAAAHHA .
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I GOT A STUDENT PLAN ! :D AND A NEW PHONE TO GO WITH IT ! :D
want to kno my number ? tagg me (:
ya , i wont post it here on9 .thats just stupid .
later people prank .
yucks .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA .
YESYES .
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waw , its like all caps . hoho . :D:D
now im sending stupid desmond songs .
HOW DARE HE STEAL MY OWLCITY SONGS .
Lolol . joke (:
th air way .
|| 3:28 AM
I dream and see you floating high above me .
Above the avenueI search among the clouds,
trying to see you
But you are just a blur
In the sky when you parachute over the harbor
You above with the ocean around me
If I could only stay
You sail through
Endless sky with the evening around you
When I'm out on the bay
You're aloft in the airway
When I'm alone at night
I dream you paint the stars against the twilight
Suspended in the air .
When I am on the beach
i watch you held aloft way out of my reach
When I am in the sea
You gaze down from the sky,
trying to see me
But I am just a blur
You and I in the airway .
In love on the airway .
*yawnyawns in school .
Art , drew this watch , thanks ifar for lending ! :D
idk why i drew it sooo dam big . its half of th art paper .
Tsktsk .
aiyo , dunno what i say wrong x:
Sorry hazel , make you angry .
Hunnnnnnnnn , I LOVEEEEEEEEE YOUR SHADINGGGGG . :D *smilessmiles .
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After school 2plusplus , i was th first to reach ! :D
yay meee . xP [lols , childish .]
eating th loli that brother gave me (:
Thanks lotslots . IM LOVING LOLLIIIIISSSS . :D
met Wifey & Stead .
ate at tm , went to whitesands mac to study .
AIYOOOO . i keep hearing wrong ! and talk wrong things .
Tsk ~ x: laugh non stop . im such a joker ,yes ? (:
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hms , i've been wondering . why all my blog post sooo longg .
wahahaha . no one must be reading .
if they are , sure fall asleep .
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HOHO , i now sure plurk & twit alot .
Follow me ! :D add me friend .
yay ! :D
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i love when im with Wifey and Stead .
they make me happy .
and im sooo silly ! x)
'making a draft and beautiful design .
A city sparkles in the night
How can it glow so bright?
Just be friends .
Wednesday, September 23, 2009 || 1:28 AM
It came to mind in the early morning yesterday
As if I gathered broken pieces of glass
Drips from my cut finger
I knew it at the bottom of my heart,
the hardest choice would be the best
I screamed with my hoarse voice,
rebound and resonance echo in vain
Nothing is left at the end of the unchained me
"No matter what we do, life is just like that"
I mumbled
Somebody's tears flow down the dried cheeks .
kizuita nda kino no naida yoru ni
ochita kaben hiroi ageta to shite
mata saki modoru kotowa nai so teno hira no chisa na shi
bokura no jikan wa tomatta mama .
hms , not sure if i used this lyrics before , but thats what im currently listening to (:
Wifey , like th chick-duck keychain ? x:
Hunn , ass that hand fortune ! /:
Girlf , CAMWORRR .
Sister , DONT SLEEEEEEEEP . :D:D
Jiepe , thanks for th cookies & leting me use comp after all these dayyyyyys .
Peeluuluu , you stupid head shaker .
Benben , sooo quiet , eating cookie .
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Buwahhhaa .
Just came back from Subway with Jiepe , des & reuben .
hms , i hate vegies .
YUCKS .
now im BROKE . grahhs . D:
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Today , late for chinese lesson .
in th toilet taking pictures .
LOLOL . how fun ? (:
Happpy that hachecha is back (:
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Today slept during Chem & i didn even kno la !
its like im writting down stuffs then suddenly just sleep .
untill my hand pain then i wake up .
LOLOL , this just proves that im SO DAM TIRED .
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Chinese is getting more& more fun ! :D
Todayy , hms .
Did th hand fortune thing .
sooooo CRAZYY LAA .
lets see ,
i will be poor .
i will be marrying Reuben .
my job is , a pros . [wth ?]
i'll live in a slump ? o_o thats a bad thing , ya . xD
i forgot my carr .
Des did after mine , and he's gonna marry me ! MYGOD .
later on i found out Sean is also gonna marry me .
WTH . soo rubbish .
Hunn was saying Daniel's one dam nice . all th bad things .
LOLOL . x)
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HOW MANY DAYS TO EOY !? o_o'' IDK ?!?! x:
someone is missing me ?
everytime my heart beats .
Friday, September 18, 2009 || 3:16 AM
some nights were cold
and so i wrote this song
i have called everytime my heart beats
i know they're not far
and perfect time we share
everytime my heart beats
i know deep inside
we're all exactly the same
it's love that runs within our blood
and always shows us the way
and i know and we know
cos you could feel from the start
every feelings, purpose
we share the same love
and the same dreams of
making that difference with hope
no use to be in life alone
the passion won't ever subside
as long as you hear my song
and feel what i'm feeling inside
i think of you cos in you
i too will feel what it means .
ART-NESSS MAN TODAYYYYYYYYYY .
from 12.45 untill 5pm in th artroom .
IM SO DAM HUNGRY !
HUNGRY UNTILL I GO SIAOSIAO ! @@
Lols , Gopal dam funneh .
Des and ahem (:
Met 2 seniors . idk ther names x:
im so NOT A ROADSWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPER !
my abstract papercut ! :D
see & you will 'LOVE IT' .
MUHAHAHAHAHaHAHAH .
ate 2 pieces of ham with breadd .
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Fridays are th best , yesyes ! :D
2 subjects only .
Art and maths .
Ohyeahyeah ! :D
Got th art exam paper .
Hms , which one to do ?
1. Street Furniture
2. Gadgets
3. Packs & parcels
4. Growth
5. Shells
6. Fasteners
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hms , im thinking of Fasteners .
I NEEED A CAM TO TAKE PICTUREEEEEEES .
Grahs ! D: sucks without cam .
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CANT LOAD MY ANIME ! D:
freakit ! :/
i dont want to do mmv le !
did something wrong . errrhhhs .
idk x: how to fix it ?!!!!!!?!?!?
ohwell . x:
it sucks anywayy . so ~
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EOYEOY ! WADAFCUK ?!?!
See untill want faint lerhsxzczx
JUST LOOK AT THAT LONG LIST OF SUBS !
mytian mans !
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today is a fun day . yesyes (:
Today .
Wednesday, September 16, 2009 || 2:46 AM
I used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I love you forever
Forever is over
We used to kiss all night
Now it's just a barfight
So dont call me crying
Say hello
then goodbye
There's just one thing
That would make me sayI used to be love drunk
But now I'm hungover
I Love you forever
But now it's over .
Lols ! Chinese class was SOOOOOOOOOOOO FUN ! :D
all th craps x)
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hms . i really should stop watching anime .
3rd season ! :D
Oh! didnt do QinYi's mmv today .
hoho ! D: it sucks anyway . x:
ohwell . i'll just have to try my best to do it better .
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Thanks for letting me go with you guys today (:
Well , they are not as you think .
but yaa , they are like that .
Still friends mah .
just gotta get use to it .
Pifft .
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NO MOOD STUDY TODAYYYY . GRAHHS .
Thanks Beryl for lending me your notes (:
Return it to you tmr ! *winks .
Learn things from class today .
Waw ? first time . Ooi . x)
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YUPYUP . WIFEYYY . me& you tmr .
Studyy ! :D
Haaa ! Steaddd , i will study ! f3f3 .
Grats your problems are O-K-A-Y ! :D
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now , i really dunno what to do .
yup , my fault , my fault .
& you kno it too .
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 || 8:09 AM
Love you guys th most (:
now i kno .
say what you want . But this is what friends do .
Well , i hope this end soon .
i dont want so much drama in my lifeee .
Pifft ~
Shan ! D: dont pangsey me tmr ! Must come school .
*sighh .
#Thank you
|| 12:01 AM
I thought that I could always count on you,
I thought that nothing could come between us two.
But I was stupid
And you broke me down
I'll never be the same again.
I wonder why it always has to hurt,
For every lesson that you have to learn.
I won't forget what you did to me,
How you showed me things I wish I'd never seen.
So thank you for showing me,
That friends can not be trusted .
found a awesome song la ! :D ^Lyrics (:
Its thankyou by Simple Plan . OoiOoi .
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Love Frrrrrench . hoho (:
Been coming home early now .
Well , ther's nth to do anywayy .(:
and i cant really write things here .
some busy bodyarses , might seee .
So.. (:
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hms ! i'll go do QinYi's mmv now ! :D
would rather kno th truth ?
even if it can hurt you ?
#Nothing is wrong with me .
Monday, September 14, 2009 || 4:51 AM
You may find me just a little strange
I like dancing barefoot in the pouring rain
Scream shout I love it loud
Nothing's wrong with me
I say some things that might not come out right
I say them loud and proud and impolite
Don't try to analyze or be profound
Cause life's too short to be so tightly wound
I can smile
And I let it be
If you ask about my attitude
I'll say come on,
Just get a clue!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINYI ! :D:D
Loves LOTSLOTS , yes you kno :D
& i kno i promised you a MMV .
Yup , i'll try to do it ! :D FOR YOUYOU ! :D:D
[MMV]Battle Field .
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okays , im getting sleepy , so i used th comp .
if not i wun even touch it .
*lies x)
hms , firstday of school Term4 .
urhem , MAN . ijustcant keep my mouth shut ! D:
pisssshhhh . this is great .
Later ppl think i want to brk them apart .
Zz ? but really la . they are TOOOOOMUCHHH .
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Heard a goodnews ! HAHA .
niceone xD
i'll so see later .
L - O - L !
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Okayyys x: hms . whatt to do .
o_o oh i haven finish commenting .
TO YOUTUBEE ! :D
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tsk , some people .
-'- yesyes .
Busted [ SHUFFLE ]
Friday, September 11, 2009 || 2:41 AM
And I know
I leave you on your own
And I need you to be strong
when I'm walking away
And I
I hate to say goodbye
it gets harder everytimewhat I feel
you feel inside
when the day turns into night
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I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
Will someone please turn on the light?
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Well How can I try to explain?
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
and joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile .
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when I'm walking away
And I
I hate to say goodbye
it gets harder everytimewhat I feel
you feel inside
when the day turns into night
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I, I'm really falling for you
I, hate what you're putting me through
What have you done to me now?
I just can't sleep at night
Will someone please turn on the light?
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Well How can I try to explain?
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
and joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile .
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Pifft ! <<
Found this new band , Busted .
Hms , ther songs not bad ! :D
yesyes .
Watched A.N.T.M . chn5 10pm-12pm
whats that ? ownself go find out .
LIEK OMFG . this girl BIGBIG EYES ! o_o
LOVEE FO ! hope you win thiss yr's cycle12 . !
Wooots ! * screams :D:D
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HYPER ! evilevil . never let me go in your blog .
ohwell . anything happen im here for you .
yesyes . and next time we'll eat at mac ! xD
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This one week hoilday sucks .
Dad is always at home .
ahh , atlease i get to use comp .
BUT ! I DIDN STUDY ! FACK IT -'-
I WANT TO STUDY , CANNOT STUDY .
JIALAT ! WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS ?!
I LOVE CAPS .
ohmygosh xD reminds me of maple spaming .
ahLALA .
didn go for study grp . x:
OKAY ! next week . MUST STUDY .
and like wth , i bought the wrong bk x:
IM BROKE BROKE . HENGG dad has been cooking .
if not i will be starving ! D:
He cooked beef last night .
Lovee the 70% one (:
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JIEPE SAYS do compo .
OHMYGAWDD .
im too lazy to do .
LALAS (:
time for anime ! :D
S H U F F L E !
ASA <3
Mekoo <<>
PRIMULAAAA . <3
You take my words
But then you hear them a different way
when the rain falls
Tuesday, September 8, 2009 || 2:59 AM
this should be so easy
to just reach out my hand
and know the world is real
but nothings as it seems
When the rain falls
it's like heavens crying
the difference that there is cause tears are
the same when they are trying to grow
something good out of all the pain
there's no difference between the teardrops and the rain .
okayys , after a super ubber long time of not updating .
hms , idk what to write . since my life is oh-so-boring .
no dramas what so ever .
one week hoilday of slacking and rotting at home .
gosh man . @@
List of things to do :
-monday study maths . [didn do .]
-tues study s.s[nopee]
-weds study chem .
-thurs study bio .
-fri study geo .
blahblahs . all about studing . EOY . gagg ! D:
why must it come !!
*rantsRANTs .*
i dont even kno what i means .
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is anyone reading this ? o_o
okay , im nuts ! why am i typing-talking .
[listening to ]nothing's wrong with mee ~
and its trueeee ! :D
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okays ! i wanna make the a [MS]Series // [MS]movie .
But , im not a pro yet . URGHHS . D: im bad at everything .
*emo emos . Lols *
emo is lame la !
OKOK , i go find new blogskin .
i have been changing changing .
I WANT A PLAIN ONEE . grahhhs D:
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*dashed out (:
Everything can change .
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 || 2:00 AM
why do things never end
the way you think there gonna be
Cant stop what you cant control
Gotta learn how to just let go
Everything can change
you cant profect it
Cant wait to get there,
but we end up here instead
If fall is for sure
is that no one knows
that dont be too quick to decide .
Lols ! mryeoh pms much ?
Clare keeps making me laugh ! LOOOLS xD
then kana scolding untill we gotta split . [zxc]
wth la , we also never laugh out loud . SmileSmile only .
thisismaddness . yeahsitis .
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idk why i like to put those dashes .
fun yeah .
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Well , that was tottally rdm . xD
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okays i gotta stop putting dashes .
people will got mad reading this .
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well , if people do read this .
MYBADD xD
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Okays . went to mac after school .
AteAte blahblah .
A little crazy back ther .
Sean ! your HOLE-Y :D
yesyes .
Saw Girlf'spzr hoho .
Cheryl went NUTS !
untill i say wrong things . HAAS ! xD
Cheryl: Hey honey .
Me: Yes honey ?[well im suppose to say this .]
Cheryl:Nothing(copy from Girlf .)[i ended up saying this .]
LOLS . laughed untill i want to PEEEEEEEE .
keep suaning Girlf . LOLOL .
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in the bus . saw junyuan brother . Lools.
i forgot your name le ! whoops ! xD
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THE END . (:
now ima gonna make my mmv . pifft . didn finished it yesterday .
SHE'S SUCH A BITCH RIGHT ? (:
ate potatoo soup !
Thanks JiePe (:
Right here waiting .
Tuesday, September 1, 2009 || 4:57 AM
Never meant to hurt you
But I know I did
I know I did a lot of things that you cant forgive
I was so weak when I shoulda been strong
I never been faithful before in my life
Didn't understand the words husband and wife
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Into a million pieces
I shattered you apart
You gave me all your trust and i broke your heart
Trying to be a thug out here acting all hard
Took it all for granted everything i had
In the back of my mind
I knew it was all wrong
Travel , Travel .
Tm>CS>WhiteSands>Bugis
Stead still cant find her Showw . Lools .
Cheers . o_o
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Now i kno , NEOPRINT SCAMMS MONEYY . D:
dam , we took neoprints and wasted 22bucks !
and its still unglamm . Bleahs .
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Tmr , SCHOOL .
Yucks . 3more days , afew more weeks .
EOY . JIALAT LA .
im not ready laaa D:
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOWHOW ! * pulls hair la .
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Missing them :D
So long never see your leers .
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Okays , gotta do MMV . xD
better by today .
since im suchanub .
No one will watch anyway rights ? x:
So , i'll any-o-how do . xD
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hmm . AHJAH ! - Lols , nps ahjah . i wun (: how are you ? xD
lohqinyi: yoyo ! :D heard ther's prom ! :D:D
i smiled , now its fading .